It's late & I can't stop thinking.

I have to learn to stop waiting for things. 

Stop waiting to live. Stop waiting for people to change, for things to happen, for people to love me. 

I realize that I desire the need to be needed and wanted for who I am and for the love I so readily give people to be returned, but it so rarely is. 

I need to learn to let go of the things that I have allowed to drown me for so long, the people and memories that haunt me and prevent me from moving forward. 

It's hard. 

I'll get there.